I m in Bombay..Shifted here on Tuesday..Still coming to terms with the fact that I have come to a place, which is made known, in the books as maximum city; in business newspapers as a city of stock exchange and in the films as city of dreams.  Each night I sleep without knowing what will I do tomorrow. Each moment I think how to spend the next one. Never in my life I have lived my present so fully. I m a narcissist and that makes me optimistic.

A pigeon sits on the window, every time my room partner shoos it away, it returns to the place. Swimming pool in the opposite building appears to me like a crystal blue carpet of water with shining threads. Far right are the mangroves and above them the open sky. A perfect view, seeing which, I wake up every morning.

I m without work right now but I m with hope and self belief.  Whatever decisions, whether good or bad, I have taken in my life till now were my own. And today I feel happy I took them.  I m writing this post so that few years later when I will be Somebody, I could read this n reminisce what I felt  when I took the plunge.

I m a narcissist and that makes me optimistic J

Sunday…I slept at 5a.m woke up at 2p.m….got a good news of a new project that I was waiting for…a plan with friends was made to see a movie…by 4.45 I was in the movie hall watching the new release “Jannat”. Another Bhatt flick, much in the news because of the onscreen kisses….however thanks to the censor board “generosity”, there were few of them left to be seen….without going into the debate of whether censor board should exist or not, I would like to say that I enjoyed the film….after a long time I enjoyed a movie on the silver screen….I don’t know why because there was nothing extraordinary in it..Still, it made me think and feel and that’s what I liked in it….how a woman, transforms and influences a man’s life even while staying submissive…she is meek but not weak…a woman who has the strength to change the life of the man in her life….the age old wine in a new bottle but appeals and tastes good as it is still wine….

On our way back a friend played A.R Rehaman’s cd….rehman is one of my favourite music directors…it was literally music to my ears….”tu bin bataye” the track from Rang de Basanti, made me cherish …

The day was fun…I m more than happy for the past few days… after long span of years, I m happy…having a strange feeling of happiness…I want to jump…fly…dance…travel…see the world…tell the world…I m happy…. I won’t say that everything is still fine…but I m feeling free…I don’t know because of what…but I m feeling free…I want to stay like this forever…I want to rejoice even when everything is not alright…I want to find solutions and if there aren’t any, I want to move on………………..

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